Of course I do. That's just me. I want. I want. I want. But it makes me happy wanting.
Biblical? Maybe not, but I don't get angry any more because I don't have, that would definetely be un-biblical. So...I have settled upon being happy, just wanting. Not every minute am I happy just wanting, but most minutes.
So my inspiration for 2009, is to be happy where I am at.
I want to be thankful each morning that I wake up and see my boys with bed head and not have to rush out the door by 7am.
I want to enjoy the fact that my husband comes home every evening with a smile on his face, whether or not dinner is ready.
I want to relish in the fact that we have a home that is ours, and I am going to put plenty of holes
in the walls this year, and some paint too.
I want to look in the mirror and think "This is me." and be completely happy with it. Hey all of the baby weight is gone and I'm 30. And a box of hair dye is only $7.
I want to walk my dogs and appreciate how they protect my boys and my home.
I want to chit chat with my friends, recall memories with my mom, and make plans with my husband.
I want to take pictures and capture the moments that are my life.
2008, was not the best year. But it was a year that I won't soon forget.
My Bogie was born, healthy. That was the greatest blessing.
March 14, 2008